Clicking on publish is like clicking on send; often, there is something missing, a thought misspoken, an error (in logic, discretion, worldview, judgment) uncorrected, a typo uncaught.
In the case of the dr. and the ms, I did miss something – other than typos or flaws in prose, lol. In addition to the very public mall meltdown, I had some other indications that my bipolar 2 wasn’t quite under control – even before I cut the dosage due to “fix” my increased cognitive skills and physical ability.
I’ve had mini-hypo/mania episodes since I was sick after Memorial Day. When stress levels went up, I reverted to bipolar 2 reactions: binged on food (mostly sugary stuff); had a shopping spree or two (didn’t completely explode June’s budget); was sensitive/overreacted; had a screaming angry fit or two; and generally behaved ”out of control” of events/situations.
Need to regain some semblance of self-control. Yet another item to add to my “stressed there and back again/overwhelmedness” list. Double sigh. (cut and paste seems to have reverted text to arial, sigh again).
(Late spring/early summer bathroom mirror photo shoot. Feel like hiding behind the camera image these days.)
- dr. jekyll & ms. hyde are overwhelmed (not the transgendered movie version, lol)) (phylor.wordpress.com)