#fmf nothing: finding what is lost

Go

Nothing. An empty hollow. Numbness.

A hole where my heart should be.

Tired. Worn by the tides of sorrow.

I can picture you. Smiling. Laughing.

Long walks. Gathering each other.

Words I meant to say dry as dust.

Nothing. No hugs. No comforting.

Gone. So easily. So neatly.

I am the mess. Tiny cracks become fractures.

Broken piece of pottery. Broken life.

Nothing. Is all that remains of you.

Nothing. I am not nothing.

I am strong. I can be whole.

What you stole, I will regain.

Nothing. Will hold down

my spirit. My will. My soul.

They are mine. I will keep them.

Nothing. Is what I give to you.

Something. What the spirit needs.

Something. What faith provides.

Stop

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6 thoughts on “#fmf nothing: finding what is lost

  1. graceglimmers May 30, 2014 / 5:29 pm

    simple truth here…heart felt. I pray you feel whole soon. Broken is beautiful. Thanks for sharing your heart. Your neighbor on FMF, Jenn

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    • phylor May 31, 2014 / 5:19 am

      Thank you for listening.
      If we use our faith and spirituality, I think we can make the empty full, and the bring the sunshine back into our lives. It can be difficult, be we don’t travel that road alone.

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      • graceglimmers May 31, 2014 / 6:05 am

        Absolutely…one day at a time!

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        • phylor May 31, 2014 / 10:02 pm

          Yes, one day at a time.
          I have to remember that baby steps and adult steps still lead to the same space. But baby steps are slower so you can contemplate more along the way.

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  2. loraleebain May 30, 2014 / 5:04 am

    Your words are filled with so much emotion. Very moving.

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    • phylor May 30, 2014 / 9:14 am

      Thank you. Nothing is an emotional space for me.

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