I’ve been dreading this installment. I have to be both grateful and find something I like about myself on a day I don’t like myself very much. No special reason. Just sleep deprived and depraved. Body off sync; mind off sync like the original Star Trek episode where the people on the planet operated at a faster pace than humans. So they were hums and buzzes standing next to “normal” humans. Kirk sped up so he could communicate with them. I feel like I’m moving in a different sync that usual. A 1/2 note off the piano strings. A fraction; probably a nano-fraction that feels like a mega-shift.
Grateful? More and more I’m taking the train to appointments, and not needing a ride. Some of the swelling/edema is down. I wrote a lot again today. (this could be a ‘but’ statement, but I will restrain myself).
As to my self-like (slow baby steps this time, self-love will come sometime), I am fairly well organized for Dr. visits. I type up an agenda, or list of symptoms, list of questions with a copy for the dr. Bring med bottles and/or list of prescription meds and over the counter products reflecting any changes, paper work, that sorta stuff. Not so good to
Getting closer to a selfie that I might actually post. Not sure where that fits – random thought.